The Blower's Daughter

「我有說過我恨你嗎?」

下午走在人行道上我忖度著這個問題。
倏地，雨來的臨時且滂沱，包包卻裡沒有傘。

果然就跟我預測的一樣，
我似乎過於敏感，沒有人要這樣的答案。

我原諒你，
原諒你愛上一雙美麗的眼神，像奶油般的語氣；
卻無法對自己寬恕，
我以為我曾經像倫敦，像巴黎。

我難過的不是你愛上別人，而是你不愛我。

電影Closer的主題曲The Blower's Daughter是今年我聽了最多遍的單曲，
只是沒想到我也能陷入電影裡的窘境，合群參與。
在這首歌聽了第862次時，我忍不住要說:
Damien Rice，請你不要再釋放憂傷，我就快碎裂了。


The Blower's Daughter

Artist: Damien Rice
Album: O (2003)

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you...
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new